thanks for all the support and prayers. i'm settling down. studies are tougher than before but overall, things are better. trying to figure out between spending time to study and spending time with God. studies take up too much time. but it's impossible to spend less time to study. there's just so much and so little time. everybody studies so super hard here. there's a certain pressure to study. besides, there's a responsibility too. we're going to deal with lives using the knowledge we have. don't play play...